4.27.15
Its one of those days where I feel completely lost. This lack of direction is draining my energy. Cluttered with numerous possibilities, I have trouble narrowing down the path to continue my journey. In one of my psych classes I’m learning about identity statuses and I think I’m somewhere between identity foreclosure (commitment in the absence of exploration) and identity diffusion (an apathetic state characterized by lack of commitment and exploration). As of now I am committed to staying at WSU majoring in psychology and minoring in business. The exploration part is what’s missing and probably has a lot to do with my confusion. Where am I headed? I go back and forth from wanting to become a teacher to working in social services to working in a business setting to wanting to do something more interesting to me like fashion merchandising. I also don’t want to live in Pullman anymore! Maybe God is just trying to test my patience LOL. Can someone just give me a sense of clarity or at least let me know everything will work out in the end? I think I need it.
Things You Probably Didn’t Know. (and probably don’t care)
- Favorite boba flavor: I can’t choose one so I’ll pick four and it usually depends on my appetite. Thai tea, green tea, red bean, and avocado. Now I’m craving boba.
- Childhood Movies: I spent countless hours watching movies as a kid because I was one lazy chubby kid so it’s tough to just pick one… Pokemon: The First Movie, Seventeen Again (Tia, Tamera, and Tahj version), and Lion King was the first movie I every purchased when I was 4.
- Pet Peeve: Dust and lint on my personal belongings.
- What did you want to be when you were a kid? An accountant haha. Yeah, all I knew was that they worked in offices and made good money. I just wanted to make my mom proud.
- Dream car: Suburu Sti
- If you could travel anywhere right now, where would you go? NC, Raleigh
- What would you say is your best physical trait? My humps. My lovely lady lumps.
- Favorite slow song: If You’re Not the One by Daniel Beddingfield.
- Favorite quote: “The greatest discovery of all time is that a person can change his future by merely changing his attitude.” and “The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more in life there is to celebrate.” - Both from the lovely miss Oprah Winfrey
