“I feel like I want to throw up all the time.” When Rachel said that on tonight’s show of glee I felt like it was so relevant to me at this moment in my life right now. Random road blocks just keep getting in the way and sometimes I feel like I’m always letting someone down. Growing up I never really had an era of breaking down or hitting rock bottom. I’ve always been afraid of that actually and right now I kind of got a taste of it. But then that one singer dude said to Rachel that all it means is you’re growing up and becoming that person you set out to become. That made me feel so much better. Now that I realized that I’m not so afraid anymore and seeing this time in my life as a chance to finally grow up.